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| Reading my old xanga posts makes me want to slap myself silly.
I was such a silly girl lol. I don't know if I'm still like that now, hopefully not. Some of my posts are so ridiculous and I'm so bipolar @_@;
Anyways, since finals ended, I haven't really done anything productive.. except play badminton & yoga, but I need to start.. doing stuff again. It just feels so nice to not have to study for once though ._.
Anyways, it's late so I must get to sleeping now.
Oh wait.. I volunteer and work too. Still. LOL. The workaholic in me feels I'm not doing enough? | | |
| I know this is probably one of the most overused phrases.. but.. really. The world is small place. It's almost scary how small it is.
Especially when you have facebook.... and when you have "Mutual friends"
I think I discovered why I don't like going on facebook. Maggie and Mikal unknowingly helped me realize. However, I think I'm still too sensitive to this messed up side of me to talk about it yet. Maybe in the distant future when I've overcome this part of me.
I'm very happy summer is finally here! I decided not to take any classes 'cause I just can't do it and I need a break..
----------> ********** BTW. Deanna. WHEN ARE YOU FREE? ********** <----------
What the heck? Am I not allowed to bold things anymore?? I tried to bold that above phrase and it didn't work... so I replaced it with stars... LOL
I don't know what's wrong with me lately. Am I getting old T_T? It's really depressing thinking about the future, I don't know why. I randomly spent five minutes today scrolling through the calendar all the way to 2020. I don't really know what I was doing.. but. yea. I guess I feel like I should be at the age where I know what I want and everything, but really I have no idea. Yes, I really like pharmacy and I think I'd really enjoy making a career out of it, but I haven't even gotten into pharmacy? What if I don't get accepted? What will I do then?! Aiy..
I also had a talk about time capsules today and I feel like making one.. or even just writing a letter to my future self and sealing it somewhere to be opened on a certain day.. but that would be kind of weird right? I'll probably lose the letter before I get a chance to open it in the future -.-" LOL. Well, I suppose xanga is like a time capsule? I'm sure if I went back and read all my previous posts.. it'd be pretty interesting.. maybe I'll go do that.
I used to spend lots of time reading other people's past posts because I wanted to know what they were like before I met them, but maybe it's time to do the same for me? BUT.. my posts are SOOO... long.... X___X We'll see how far I get lmao...
Anyways, I think I've lost track of what I'm saying so until next time!
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| The things you rediscover if you've made a million email accounts.
So over the course of my.. life.. (internet-wise).. I have made various email accounts, but I have always written them down in this little pink book (actually it's not just for emails.. it's for like any major site.. neopets, gmail, game sites, xanga etc). Anyways, unfortunately I didn't write it down for youtube =_=; I was trying to find my other youtube user and for some reason.. I couldn't find it or I have forgotten the password (which is sad considering I usually only use the same password over and over again, which means that I must have used a retarded password T_T).
So I was running through all my email accounts trying to find it (Yes, I should be studying instead, but when things bug me.. I have to like.. solve them.. or at least try..) and in my very first email account I made, I got an email from fanfiction.net. Someone had commented on a fanfiction I had written......back in 2003. Oh dear god. I went to see the comments and apparently, over the course of these.. million years.. people have been randomly reading it.
You know what's bad though? The story sucks hell LOL. It really does. I read it and I completely criticize myself for ever having written something so stupid and posting it. The sad thing is, some people are like "Hey! This is good! Please write more!!" and I'm like "Are you serious? ... you must be an LG T_T".
Anyways, I also remember one of the first people to comment constructively criticized me and being like.. 12? or what not, I was obviously LG-mad and I vaguely remember exchanging emails with this person and totally hating them and spamming my LG-ness to them. LOLOL.
Moral of the story is that I still have not figured out my other youtube username / password, but I really must get back to studying (I spent like.. an hour doing this T___T) and so it will be a "TO BE CONTINUED" mission. Seriously, this stuff ALWAYS happens to me.. like for games.. and for.. neopets.. and etc... LOL v_v;
I need to stop making so many accounts.
'Till next time!
P.S. I would say good luck on your finals.. but I think most of you are done.. *looks at Deanna*, well I know most of you does not equal Deanna, but I know for sure Deanna is done XD
P.P.S I'm dyingg~ T_T~ | | |
| I don't like that studying & being stressed makes me extremely irritable.. (I'm sure that happens to other people too, hopefully). Basically, if someone bothers me while I'm studying.. and it's at a moment where I'm extremely stressed, I spaz at them for pretty much.. no reason at all.. and I'm aware of it.. but I just can't control myself.. and I hate it ._.
I think this is one of the contributing reasons as to why I don't like to see anyone / go work etc during finals season.. even if I have a couple of days in between my finals and there is time to see people >.>; I'm afraid I'll accidentally spaz at someone T_T
Also, being with people requires so much work sometimes.. *sigh* I guess stress + studying makes me anti-social too lmao. Well, not everyone. I should change that sentence to "being with people I'm not as close to requires so much work sometimes".. it's just that, subconsciously, I feel like I have to watch what I do and say and I guess it feels restricting sometimes.
Anyways, back to studying now. Good luck on your finals everyone and may the odds be EVERRr in your favour~
P.S. I was gonna say good luck on your finals everyone and happy studying <-- while I was thinking of happy studying, I thought of hunger games x_x
P.P.S Whoever is actually happily studying is insane. Insane I tell you!
P.P.P.S Okay. I shall leave now. | | |
| Dear Deanna,
I realized I never answered your comment and now that I started typing my post, I feel very lazy to exit out of these and reply so I will reply here. I am done my finals on the 23rd of April of the year 2012, so let's hang after (:
Jennifer
I have had two finals already and I'm pretty sure I did horribly on them. Wait, correct that.. I KNOW I did horribly on AT LEAST one of them.
and I still have two more. Ugh~~
Finals didn't use to be this bad when I was still taking Math and Chem etc.. I guess I really do suck at Bio-type courses -.-" LOL.
I've been trying to be more healthy.. and somehow decided (today) to drink half a glass of red wine everyday. Supposedly it's good for you if you just drink a little a day and my family has soo much alcohol just lying around everywhere for like a million years (when there used to be Xmas parties at my dad's restaurant, we always won alcohol in raffles and my dad can't drink & my mom and I don't like drinking and my sister.. is.. yea... so hence = lots of alcohol).
I wonder how long I'll be able to keep it up @_@~ lol. All I know is.. alcohol... seriously tastes bad imo -.-" It feels like I'm punishing myself and it tastes like bad medicine LOL. After each sip, I wince and I feel my eyes twitch X_X;; lmaoo
Anyways, I have just finished my first half-glass of red wine.. with much pain + eating food with it so that it gets rid of the taste lmao.
Back to studying now, so adios amigos! | | |
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